Yes and probably, if not certainly, I would have let myself…

Yes and probably, if not certainly, I would have let myself be seduced by years of enjoyment, drugs, luxuries and pleasures ... and now I would be worse than I am ...maybe ... in any case I should go and look among the notebooks and diaries what other experiences I had that night ... It was chronologically May 2022 if I'm not mistaken ... However, things went like this: In the "real" world that day I found a torn piece of paper under my house written Hermes ... few hours later that night I had this dream where without many strange interpretations, I was playing the lottery convinced by a friend and we watched the extraction live and the dream ends with me holding the ticket checking the numbers and then in the enthusiasm of victory, I wake up in a dawn of light ... Now the point is that over the years I have had dozens of premonitory dreams even exact results of football matches for example ... but I don't bet ... And I'm the type who has this kind of mystical experiences beyond time and space precisely because I'm not the type who plays bets ...