@Y I think we are closer than you think ... In the sense th…

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I think we are closer than you think ... In the sense that for me it is not about preventing sexual intercourse ... The ideal is to accompany the woman to orgasm (or more than one) managing to enjoy without ejaculating ... There is nothing forbidden ... For me (and I repeat exclusively for my childish playing) the release of the physical component of the seed is experienced as a small defeat in the (impossible) game of Love understood as a Psycho Energetic Motion that tends to infinity ... Each "release" represents the passage from the Spiritual Plan to the material one (and for me now it happens almost only for rare erotic dreams) and the transcription of the Genetic Code on the Plan of the "physical dimension" ... which is not that it is wrong ... only I am less interested in it than the spiritual / dreamlike one ... that said mine is a losing game ... Like Pinball ... You can keep it up as long as you can ... But sooner or later, willingly or unwillingly this tension returns to the "earthly" level ... I just try to fly as much as possible ... and to conclude I can tell you what the Supreme Ideal is for me ... that I have managed to experience yes and no once a year ... Finding myself in a Vivid or Lucid dream, which takes an erotic turn and with the woman of my dreams reaching orgasm, Full Powerful and intense ... waking up sure Of finding myself ... wet ... and instead finding myself charged with an indescribable energy and perfectly "clean" ... In my notes I call it Eastern Ecstasy and it is for my efforts the greatest Reward that I can receive from the kingdom of the spirit ...