What have you had that you now miss?

More time and independence.

Your follow.

My Father and Grandfather.

I have thought of this a lot and I can not think of something that I have had that I now miss.

I do miss my partner and daughter when they go back to Tokyo. But they always come back, so I still have them.

Sad, Happy or Selfish?

I think content.

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That's lovely that you don't linger on the past :)