SirToshi ·
From Suicide To Sushi With Satoshi
Prologue: The introduction to this story & why you should read this book…
I was suicidal from 2018 to 2021. Each & everyday was touch and go. I never knew if I was going to see the sun rise of the following morning. The pain I was experiencing in the centre of my head became too much to bear. I couldn’t think straight. I couldn’t remember where I’d been, who’d spoken to, what I’d said, I was even losing facial recognition of my closest friends. I literally couldn’t function.
The overwhelming sensations of “no hope & impending doom” were overwhelming me until one morning I hit rock bottom. I’d had enough, this was it, my last day on earth.
The sensations of grief I knew it would cause to my loved ones that loved me unconditionally, like my mother, were killing me, but I was a nobody. An empty shell of what I used to be. All charisma, personality, creativity & initiative had dissolved over the past three years. I was nothing. I couldn’t even help myself, let alone anyone else. I was becoming a burden to everyone. It was best to just get it over with.
You should read this book because it describes the full range of human emotions from ultimate fear to unconditional love. Not only did I recover, but creativity & initiative came flooding back with vengeance. I started receiving intuition via the reactivation of my pineal gland that helped me solve the two greatest mysteries of our time: mental health & Bitcoin.
This journey took me from suicide to eventually having sushi with Satoshi & uncovering the greatest conspiracy the world has ever known, which is an extremist religious agenda to “reset” the world by corrupting everything within it, & installing a dystopian, totalitarian, one world government from it.
This book describes the problems in detail from the poisoning of our minds, the reduction in our physical health, all the way to the corruption of our language, education system, judiciary, politicians & the financial system.
The reason it’s so important to study the problem is because in order to come up with a solution you must first of all fundamentally understand the problem. It’s the only way to possibly come up with a solution. As Sun Tuz said in The Art Of War: “If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.”
He also said: “An evil man will burn his own nation to the ground to rule over the ashes”, & this is precisely what we are dealing with, except we’re dealing with the world’s most powerful mafia that has infiltrated almost every aspect of everyone’s lives, all around the world & is intent on destroying everything, so “they” can then build a world of their own.
As you can imagine from the prologue, this story is worthy of a book or Hollywood movie. I just hope I can get it finished before they destroy us all because this is happening now, in real time, as I type.
Join me on this journey because the ONLY way we win is to generate worldwide consensus to prevent it & come up with a solution together. There is strength in numbers & knowledge is power, & the ONLY way people will unite to defeat this satanic agenda is with economic incentive, power & the will to win!
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SMARTWATCH ·
You are doing a great job SirToshi !!
SirToshi ·
Chapter 1, Page 1
The Foot Bridge Across The Atrium
I’m standing on a foot bridge in the atrium of a shopping centre that extends across the food hall. The sun is shining in through the glass, which exposes deep blue skies over head. The warmth feels comfortable on my skin & everyone arounds me seems to be happy. I’m aware of parents chatting & children laughing, but all I can think about is throwing myself over the railings & just ending myself.
Full page to be released on Paiyapp. Coming soon...
SirToshi ·
Chapter 1. Page 2
The Costa Coffee Chat
We sit down with our latte’s. It’s great to see her. Although I don’t feel any emotion at that moment other than total anxiety, I still remember what it used to be like when we first met & started meeting regularly for catchup’s & coffee. They were good times. Great times in fact compared to the current situation. She stares straight at me, big smile on her face as if she’s excited about something. “So, how’s things?” she asks. I have to somehow formulate a response in a structured way. My head starts banging at the thought of trying to think of something. I’m incapable of coming up with any usual pleasantry & so I just come straight out with it, “I’m not good G, I’m really struggling”. Her face turns more serious. She pauses, tightens her lips & then hits me with it, “I tried to kill myself several years ago.”
I can see in her face she means it. In an alarmed response, without any considerations of social etiquette, I ask, “What?! How?!”.
“I took an overdose of paracetamol in an attempt to end my life”.
steffenkd ·
Loved and enjoyed your annotations and explanations about money, commodities, securities and so on.
Was an eye opener.
Thanks a lot and keep on the good work!
SmilaZ ·
Yei, finally at least a bit of it out😀
Treechat ·
!quoted by SmilaZ
Bavumile999 ·
thank you SirToshi because of you today i can say a lot on what bitcoin or what money is thank you
Outofbox ·
Brother I think you should get a herb called brahmi Google it ( it's easy to grow and improves memory and brain function it's also good against stress and brain damage) these are the proven qualities but there are claims of other benefits ( bacopa monnieri)
SMARTWATCH ·
[[SUSHI FOR BREAKFAST]]
Outofbox ·
Lemon balm,( Melissa Officinalis) antidepressant slightly sedative good for digestion and you can make an ointment from it hence the balm part of the name it has been called beebalm because it is one of the two favourite herbs for bees the other one is a species of bergamot ( scarlet beebalm) monarda didyma ( check out the flowers on this one