I speak for myself: 1. Not an old narrative but accomplishe…

I speak for myself: 1. Not an old narrative but accomplished facts: Hacking ... Kidnapping ... Repeated thefts ... Torture ... Mafia-style silence ... and an infinite number of lies and deceptions ... and no one has paid for these offenses ... So yes, as far as this point is concerned, I personally feel that a sort of compensation for these unpunished ugliness is a natural phenomenon ... 2. Yes In the past I felt I could redeem humanity and save it with Me through a crazy path but with great sacrifice and always and only attacking myself to the limit ... and a reckless trust "in the other" ... Trying to express a divine love ... 3. All this has certainly made me experience a more spiritual and less material and earthly realm and I reached truly incredible heights that I never thought could exist ... But I speak in the past because by now my soul is contaminated by a hatred born from a mistrust that I do not believe it is possible to completely heal ... And therefore I accept this compromise and following mediocrity ... like an old man who knows he will no longer find the drive and strength that only unconsciousness and naivety could fuel ... once known ... I can no longer love "the man" ...