Now I feel good. Just paranoia and fear.

Glad to hear.
Don't worry, fearful emotions are common amongst those who value peace and perfection, whilst holding high hopes for humanity.
Trust that you're always in the right place at the right time 🫶

Thank you. Childhood trauma may be a cause but I don't know. Hope time heals.

Time is a great healer. Additionally, surprisingly — I personally found that the greatest, fastest and most intelligent healer of all can be 'Psychedelic' plant medicines 🤗🍄