money is your means of survival. if the source is corrupt, …

did you get your money by fraud?

by pandering to men's vices or men's stupidity?

by catering to the fools, in the hope of getting more than your ability deserves?

by lowering your standards?

by doing work you despise for purchasers of scorn?

if so, then your money will not give you a moment's or penny's worth of joy. all the things you buy will become, not a tribute to you, but a reproach; not an achievement, but a reminder of shame.

then you'll scream that money is evil.

evil, because it would not let you enjoy your depravity? is this the root of your hatred of money?