And the key that my entire existence concludes, the lack of…
And the key that my entire existence concludes, the lack of a modern aplication of the Bible.
We are somewhat in uncharted waters but the Bibles goodness remains steadfast, and one must be careful to not mis interpret the Bible, and one must apply the teachings very well and err on the side of caution. I think it is better to be safe than sorry , and the consequences of seeming inconsiquential deviations from biblical teachings are disasterous and cause a lifetime of unnecesary pain and strife.
One such deviation i am guilty of is having weak faith in God, while allowing myself to believe yeah, im following God, but then when i really strengthened my faith in God and recieved God's Grace.
Its something you will shout from the mountain top its unmistakable, the healed spirit, mind
And once you recieve it you never give it up, and hold on to it and cherish it.
But the path is not simple and you might have episodes, but you allways make it your first priority to not let go of Gods hand, he has it in a vice grip and its welded to my arm. But if your not careful and turn your back on him we can cause ourselves to be detatched from Gods loving embrace.
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Feeling the need to write more on Treechat even if its a few sentences.
I suppose i am trying to redirecting negative energy from myself and trying to transform it into positive text when deep down , well there is a force thats really strong driving me to be combative, make war, be violent, say dispicable things, cuss people out, deviate from my path,
Somehow im still on my path.
I like to tell myself im not using " social media"
I do believe when we believe such a statement we are basically limiting our unlimited potentiality.
The common mobile phone is now a powerful computer.
No substitute for a powerful desktop or laptop though .
I suppose my deep discomfort and fear of writing public posts is something that drives me, so i write more, i am shattering that fear and attempting to grow as a human , and utilise the limited tools at my disposal to try to do something with this life.
Yeah so i write even more. So as to virtually spit in the face of my own weakness, i want to shatter it , grind it into a fine powder and discard my fear of participating in modern computer systems.
I know i sound cold.
And i absolutely must be. Soon i will be diverting my energy and time into healthier pursuits
than the excessive hours i spend on a phone.
I am choosing to be a cold hearted bastard and comfront my fears head on on a daily basis.
Some of the people im going up against beyond ruthlessly in my home town isnt a a fantasy or delusion , or something to be proud of
Its a tradgedy of the highest order, and unless you have comfronted and gone to war with true scum you simply wont have a clue about what i am talking about , and im talking real evil scum
Whose wet dream is to outnumber me and ill leave it there.
My attitude is to publicly piss in their faces .
And fight them to the death if need be.
I hope it dosent come to that unfortunately the truth isnt pretty. They do not understand what they have created. And i have absolutely no quams saying it in public been waiting…