To be honest I have to admit that over time, this desire to…

To be honest I have to admit that over time, this desire to aspire to such unconventional experiences has put me in a precarious and difficult to maintain condition considering that there are many intelligences and entities (that for better or for worse ) are ready to pull you down and the higher you want to fly the easier it is for someone to want to screw you... and many times I have been screwed, fucked and Rekt ... I say just because otherwise it seems like everything is wonderful...