I think its more than emotion. I think it is an inner batt…

And the key that my entire existence concludes, the lack of a modern aplication of the Bible.
We are somewhat in uncharted waters but the Bibles goodness remains steadfast, and one must be careful to not mis interpret the Bible, and one must apply the teachings very well and err on the side of caution. I think it is better to be safe than sorry , and the consequences of seeming inconsiquential deviations from biblical teachings are disasterous and cause a lifetime of unnecesary pain and strife.
One such deviation i am guilty of is having weak faith in God, while allowing myself to believe yeah, im following God, but then when i really strengthened my faith in God and recieved God's Grace.
Its something you will shout from the mountain top its unmistakable, the healed spirit, mind
And once you recieve it you never give it up, and hold on to it and cherish it.
But the path is not simple and you might have episodes, but you allways make it your first priority to not let go of Gods hand, he has it in a vice grip and its welded to my arm. But if your not careful and turn your back on him we can cause ourselves to be detatched from Gods loving embrace.