This topic is very personal to me and deserves a extreamly …

This topic is very personal to me and deserves a extreamly detailed answer, and have been trying for years to construct a written piece on it.
Havnt yet.
Some things are best addtessed via im sorry am struggling to type, hope my communication has been satisfactory, this is a topic i am extreamly versed in.
And will try to come up with the best clear help i can give.
But unfortunately am at end of tether.
I cope by this stream.
God bless.