So, I recently had a bit of a rude awakening. Had a great r…

So, I recently had a bit of a rude awakening. Had a great relationship that was fully transparent from the get go about my being on suboxone. About a month and a half ago, my former girlfriend decided she was not OK with me being on suboxone. While the loss sucks and I wish she would have broached the subject a bit differently (maybe asking if I had a plan to truly get off of it in a structured way that was maybe...a 1-3 month plan), I'm glad she did say something about it. There's always the future when I do get completely off of it (12 days/nights strong tonight). A few days after she dumped me and the reasoning on me out of nowhere, I called a friend to see if he knew anything about ibogaine. He got me in touch with someone who told me a few options. There's a research chemical called SR 17018 (it's extremely interesting in how it works on your mu opioid receptors). I was able to obtain it and was also told to join a whatsapp group that had to do with SR + Ibogaine treatment for opiate addiction. I learned a lot very quickly. I never used whatsapp until joining that group, and while it's a mess of a group for certain reasons, there are some good actors in there who are actually helpful and not just trying to sell you on going to their mexican treatment facility for 10 days at $15k.

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