@51413 Was it me that was talking to myself like I was hea…

@51413
Was it me that was talking to myself like I was hearing voices in my head? Or was that you and your mental illness? Was it me who defecated myself and all over the bathroom floor, proclaiming they were poisoned, asking their roommate if they just tried to kill them, covered in their own feces? Or was that you and your mental illness? Was it me who called the cops cause they thought they heard people under the floor boards to our single story house, trying to convince the police officer that there's a "magical trap door"? Or was that you and your mental illness? Was it me who thought my family and I were a bunch of reptilians, trying to eat you? Or was that you and your mental illness? Was it me that thought your car had a bomb in it? Or was that you and your mental illness? Was it me who punched a hole in the door? Was it me who slammed the door so hard, it broke the molding? Or was that you and you're inability to control your emotions? Was it me walking around the house scoffing to myself, rambling to myself, talking nonsense to myself, and acting aggressive because you don't like what I'm watching? Or was that you and you're erratic/unsettling behavior? Not only will I not live with, I want no part of someone who suffers from persecution delusions. I'm not playing with that kind of fire. Especially when that person believes there's nothing wrong with them. That those thoughts are "planted". And that their actions are just "nature". "No freewill". It's just a recipe for potential disaster. Yeah no thanks. Not only do I not want to be anywhere around this mess myself, evenly more importantly, I sure ain't going to drag my child into this either. For you to sit there and think that you're fucking lack of getting help for yourself for several years some how supercedes my child's safety/peace and relationship, is unbelievably self absorbed, and narcissistic. Who the fuck do you think you are? She comes first. I feel nothing for you, for wanting to cut you off. Absolutely nothing. Several years and chances for you to get your life together. Nothing but excuses and failure. No the Mossad is not inducing schizophrenic episodes in you.... no you're not involved in some deep government shit….. you're just flat out schizophrenic.
I literally cannot "throw you in the torture den". You volunteered to go (according to the police officer, who has nothing to gain or reason to lie about something so trivial), and the mental health act was invoked. I did not do that. I legally carry no weight to getting you committed unless I was a doctor you deranged schizoid. A doctor made that decision themself, based off if you're a risk to yourself and others. Which clearly you are with the way you've been behaving in the ward. Maybe if you stopped violently breaking out of your room/the hospital, and being hostile/aggressive towards staff, and accepting you have a problem, you'd be having a much easier time. This is now the third time you've broken your door down and escaped the hospital. They have a slew of cops and police dogs tracking you, telling people to stay away from the area. So now you're draining police resources, and terrorizing people in the neighborhood..... again. And then after they reapprehend you again, it'll probably be worse for you. Again. But yes.... somehow I'm the clown responsible for your mental illness, and all of your actions leading up to, and after you being committed.... totally logical and sane. Not delusional at all. 🙄 👍 not to mention, now my rent just doubled, and you're behind on bills, so I'm not really sure what I had to benefit from this other than you being removed as potential risk to my child and myself. Anyways, you can now stop messaging me. Forever. You've harassed me and family with this ongoing saga of denial that there's something wrong with your wiring, has gone on long enough. Don't talk to me, don't even attempt, nor do I ever want to see your fucking face ever again either. Forever fuck off into obscurity you waste of skin 🖕