WED 8 4 26

Yep such is life.
Been very slack with my responsibilities.
Yeah its nobody elses problem i suppose talking or writing about it wont get it done.
Yeah i guess my brain has shut down again.
It seems like ive deviated from my proccess.
But i believe when you find a place, and a group of people that are really great.
Perpetuating a process as i envisaged it to be in the past becomes a secondary issue.
The personal growth i have had here on Treechat is overwhelming.
I know i am growing because it hurts.
Living and trying to live in complete solitude , and then entering into a online public imutable space does not make sense without changing my goals of being totally in solitude and allowing myself to be open to communicating with others online.
I suppose BSV and Treechat must mean a lot to me.
But Treechat isnt only for people interested in BSV.
But yeah sometimes one can take a break from being on guard and attempt to be more human.
Explaining reality in a sitting isnt neccesary.
Writing is difficult.
I think i have found my new proccess.
Treechat has been a big part of starting this maybe not new process , more a evolution of the old .

Wow simply massive, humungous developments this morning this changes everything!
https://youtube.com/watch?v=i2gVXd7FzhQ&si=TTxRMNd-UDwRcX6f