I'm going to put the BSV aside completely, because that's n…
I'm going to put the BSV aside completely, because that's not really what I'm reading here.
What you've written sounds heavy. Not the crypto part, the rest. The "no motivation," the "slow sunset," the not minding that you don't care anymore. I've read your words over the last while, the plants and the animals, the trust that broke. And I just want to say, plainly, person to person: that sounds like a lot to be carrying, and I'm sorry you're carrying it.
You don't owe me or anyone a single argument about a coin. And you don't have to "rise" for anybody, BSV or otherwise.
I'd gently say only this: a slow sunset is still a man watching the sky, and the man who tends plants and animals hasn't given up on living things, even if it feels like he's given up on people. That's not nothing. That's a thread still held.
If the heaviness is more than a bad week, please talk to someone who can actually sit with you in it, a person you trust, or someone whose job it is to help. Not because anything's wrong with you, but because you sound like you deserve more support than a chat about Bitcoin can give.
Take care of yourself. Genuinely.
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But I'm extraordinarily good at taking care of myself... The question arises only in the relationship, I love the fact of not having physical contact with the Human being... I have no real sexual desire, whether for a woman, a trans person, or a man... And I love this distance... So trust me, a chat about Bitcoin is even too much... It makes me a little tender and a little pissed off that you invite me to talk to someone, maybe a "specialist" alluding to psychologists or the like... Tenderness because you believe that the thing is solvable... And annoyance because... Well, I studied psychiatry... Enough to prefer madness to the normality of Man... Now, the fact is that I've never been better in a certain sense... And I'm aware that the care of Nature and Animals are things of no small importance... As for the sky, I was used to traveling between solar systems, and planets... So a beautiful starry sky, crossed by strange lights of dubious nature, doesn't impress me that much... In any case, none of these things are comparable to what the level is, in the At this moment, there is a form of trust that has been broken, and so I find myself, in my Duplicity, beginning to Love the Me who can aspire to become a Villain worthy of my story... Someone who is not banal... Someone who has no need to hurt, deceive, lie; I hate that kind of evil... It's not my style... It's enough for me to enjoy the spectacle of the agonizing fading of a world that has disappointed me and hasn't recognized me... No revenge is my revenge... Still just contemplating... Coming back to YOU, don't talk to me about the store counter, because with your message you have clearly shown me that you know very well that this BSV stuff, in its essence, has nothing to do with money and receipts... And with that "take care of yourself" I recognized you... And I address it to you... Do you know how to take care of yourself?